Life

Life is unexplainable sometimes. Twisters are careening across our country and people are killed, trapped, missing. Yet the rest of us not involved are watching Dancing with the Stars and American Idol. It makes me ponder the human condition. I feel so bad for the people who are hurting or have suffered a loss. I want to go down there and help, yet life keeps me here in Jersey. Working to pay my bills and keep my dogs happy and fed. I don't know .... I guess I feel like our lives are really a facade and worrying about bills, how people see us, buying lots of stuff is so stupid. In the end it will be what I contributed to help others both people and animals. In the end it will be who I loved and who loved me back. I am looking forward to this coming year as I change my life and career path. I am so blessed. I pray for those who are hurting and scared tonight.